Pip is trying so hard to play his new role as gentleman. And is laughed at for his trouble by some, like the Trabb's boy. And Drummle? Pip, playing the gentleman, is laughed at by some just as Wopsle, playing Hamlet, is laughed at by some in the theater. What a performance. No doubt both will eventually feel comfortable in their roles.
But it may just be that Pip's self-examination will never cease. With the endless explanations. Here's a good one, from that painful Chapter VIII:
'So, throughout life, our worst weaknesses and meannesses are usually committed for the sake of the people whom we most despise.'
This follows his earlier statement, in which he prepared to justify his deplorable treatment of Joe:
'Let me confess exactly, with what feelings I looked forward to Joe's coming.'
We know that Joe is an embarrassment for Pip, when seen through Estella's eyes. But he is not going to blame her, the light of his life, for his mean, ungentlemanly behavior with Joe. He finds another source for his conduct:
'...I had the sharpest sensitiveness as to his (Joe's) being seen by Drummle, whom I held in contempt.'
Here's a good one on looks: Estella,'Proud and wilful as of old, she had brought those qualities into such subjection to her beauty that it was impossible and out of nature - or I thought so - to seperate them from her beauty.'
And how about this new light on Mr Jaggers: 'He kept his very looks to himself.'