jeriron: we all understand what you are going through. It is always hard to pick up the pieces. Thank goodness for our wonderful children who help us. I considered myself reasonably independent, but still would not have gotten through it without family and friends.
Luckily, with Seniornet, even at home we don't have to be lonely. But if you can find a way to be mobil (taxi's, busses, special senior services, friends, even hiring someone to take you places, short drives) and start getting out-of-the-house activities, it might help.
I'm freminded of a joke a senior friend used to tell me. Widow Jones had a new boyfriend, and her friends were asking about him. "Is he handsome? - no
rich -no
funny?, interesting?, tender? sympathetic? -- not really.
Well, what's te attraction?
He drives at night.