Barb - My head is full of thoughts of you. I tried and tried to find a poem that would be appropriate for the circumstances in which you find yourself. None of them were really suitable, none of them could describe how I feel about what you are going through. So - I looked up Keats and thought that one way to say I am thinking of you is to repeat a poem I posted here in my early days on Senior Learn. I didn't know how to post the beautiful pictures the often accompany Keats poetry. Sensitive friend that you are, you read my mind and added some beautiful pix to my Keats poem. I was touched and have never forgotten that gesture. The Poem is :
Original version of La Belle Dame Sans Merci, 1819
Oh what can ail thee, knight-at-arms,
Alone and palely loitering?
The sedge has withered from the lake,
And no birds sing.
Oh what can ail thee, knight-at-arms,
So haggard and so woe-begone?
The squirrel's granary is full,
And the harvest's done.
I see a lily on thy brow,
With anguish moist and fever-dew,
And on thy cheeks a fading rose
Fast withereth too.
I met a lady in the meads,
Full beautiful - a faery's child,
Her hair was long, her foot was light,
And her eyes were wild.
I made a garland for her head,
And bracelets too, and fragrant zone;
She looked at me as she did love,
And made sweet moan.
I set her on my pacing steed,
And nothing else saw all day long,
For sidelong would she bend, and sing
A faery's song.
She found me roots of relish sweet,
And honey wild, and manna-dew,
And sure in language strange she said -
'I love thee true'.
She took me to her elfin grot,
And there she wept and sighed full sore,
And there I shut her wild wild eyes
With kisses four.
And there she lulled me asleep
And there I dreamed - Ah! woe betide! -
The latest dream I ever dreamt
On the cold hill side.
I saw pale kings and princes too,
Pale warriors, death-pale were they all;
They cried - 'La Belle Dame sans Merci
Hath thee in thrall!'
I saw their starved lips in the gloam,
With horrid warning gaped wide,
And I awoke and found me here,
On the cold hill's side.
And this is why I sojourn here
Alone and palely loitering,
Though the sedge is withered from the lake,
And no birds sing.
Please be aware, that although I am not there in person to support you, I most certainly am in spirit. Even from this distance I can experience your worry. There is nothing I can do physically, so I send "full-power" psychic thoughts and hope that the danger passes you by, or hopefully doesn't eventuate in your area.
Good Luck Barb.
Carolyn