Oh dear
Jonathan, I just finished the end and I am speechless..... I thought throughout the book I was bored and ready to stop reading it. I said to my hubby and ten year old grandson,on Saturday night before I turned in for bed,
"Why am I reading this book? It is SO boring!" Then of course I saw your post on Sunday morning, and decided to keep on going. I could not be more happy I stuck with it. I should have known after reading Towles,
A Gentleman In Moscow, this author hits hard in the last chapters of the book, leaving you speechless.
Indeed there were many moral tones throughout the book. Who would have ever guessed the past lives of these characters, let alone how drastically they change in their present lives. Just like with the Count, Tinker proves to be everything you want him to be. Or at least
"I" wanted them to be. It seems so fitting I would end this book on
Maundy Thursday, the first day of celebrating the Easter Triduum. Gives even more meaning to rereading the Preface. There are just times in your life, just like these characters in this book, that timing is everything.
Life doesn't have to provide you any options at all. It can easily define your course from the outset and keep you in check though all manner of rough and subtle mechanics. To have even one year when you're presented with choices that can alter your circumstances, your character, your course__that's by the grace of God alone. And it shouldn't come without a price.Jonathan, It's easy to find oneself in a book like this.
Indeed it is......
Made me think, what if..... I had not ceased God's grace, giving me the courage to move out of my home on my eighteenth birthday to live in an apartment with my girlfriends, which led to a night out at a nightclub across the state line, by chance meeting this guy tripping all over my heels, who had just gotten back into his hometown from driving nonstop twenty hours from Rapid City South Dakota, after his stint of four years in the Air Force. What if..... my best girlfriend had not accepted his offer to date him, after I had ignored his flirtatious stepping on my heels that night. What if.....she had not decided he was not the one she wanted, because she was waiting for my ex boyfriend to come home from the service, she had been secretly writing to, and hoping to marry. What if..... I had not returned to that night club after they decided not to date any longer, and what if.... I had said no, to his persistent attempts to get me to say yes, to going out on a date with him. Some call it fate, destiny, like Towles, I prefer to call it God's grace.
Like Katey,
I have no doubt that they were the right choices for me. And at the same time, I know that right choices by definition are the means by which life crystallizes loss. Barb, you will not be disappointed. Like Jonathan mentions, as you read
Rules Of Civility, you will notice how Towles was setting himself up to write
A Gentleman In Moscow. I am so glad I read his second book first, he convinced me I loved his writing style, so luckily I stayed with
Rules Of Civility.
Jonathan, thank you for hanging around and sharing this book with me. As always, you show me things I know I may have missed without your keen eye, and insightful mind.
I am glad I was a guest at the wedding, although there was never any lack of wine, for Jesus to provide a miracle for more. They seemed to have plenty to drink!