I have no problem with the eating out, it's all the travel things that worry me, like what if I lose my passport? what if the plane crashes and my children are left motherless? - as you can see, I'm totally rational...
I agree Pedln, during the day is a lot easier - I positively enjoy taking myself out for coffee, usually take a magazine or my writing, depending on what the place is like. At my favourite place, Smeaton Nursery Tea Room, you can sit on the sofa for hours and no-one minds in the least. The coffee shops in North Berwick have a faster turnover, so I don't feel able to hang around so long in those. Am now waiting for summer so I can sit on the beach and write. This morning we are having an absolute deluge; took large umbrella to station to try to keep Madeleine and all her art work dry (it would be the day that that all has to go in) - managed to turn it completely inside out (it wasn't the wind, there isn't any - just my total incompetence) and had to abandon it at the end of the lane and pick it up on the way back. Bodes well for the rest of the day!
Rosemary